Man oh man, a cold front came through yesterday and dropped our high temp by about 30 degrees. This morning it was cool enough that I could actually go in the shed without dodging wasps--they get active at about 80 degrees, and the hotter the better--so I denimed up, grabbed a broom and got to work. I straightened shelves, picked up all the tools I'd flung in there to avoid the wasps, swept, rearranged. Took me a couple of hours. Just as I was finishing up a wasp or two started a lazy circuit near the ceiling--I'm guessing it was about 75 by then--and seeing how it was also lunchtime, I closed up and came on in. What a great morning!
Many of you may not define a morning spent cleaning the garage as "great", but I love taking care of my home. Let me say that a different way: I love when my home is not chaotic. Since I'm the only one who cares and I don't have the means to hire the necessary laborers, that means I get to do it. So while I may not love the work, I love having done the work.
I feel that way about writing, too. Most of the time I'd rather be doing something else, but once it's done, my satisfaction makes it all good. I guess a lot of worthwhile, fulfilling things are that way, like college and childcare and marriage. Sure, you like the work enough to keep doing it, but the real reason you do it is the payoff. A degree, well-adjusted children, partnership. A novel. A place to put the lawnmower. You know, the payoff.
What's your payoff?
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
No payoff. Not yet. When I did the non-fiction book the payoff was, obviously, money. The payoff in doing the current project will be the same, I suppose. But sometimes the payoff is long coming. For a home-improvement example, it's like planting bulbs in autumn which don't blossom until spring. You won't see the work pay out right away, but when it does, it's worth the time and effort.
ReplyDeleteI guess in some ways writing can offer immediate gratification, but normally, it's a long-term thing. Invest now for pay later.
"So while I may not love the work, I love having done the work."
ReplyDeleteWhat a great line! I think the sense of satisfaction is the payoff. It's such a feeling of success. :)
Glad you're pleased with what you got done. And I learned something about wasps too, so thanks for the tip! :D
*hugs*
Such a great question. I guess the payoff is knowing that I wrote a great story and that sooner or later it will affect the choices someone makes.
ReplyDeleteYou're a brave girl to go near those wasps. ;)
Hi Suzanne! Those wasps will be dead soon, and then I'll have the last laugh. :) After reading your wisdom today, I subscribed to your blog. Thanks for taking the time to visit.
ReplyDeleteFal, *hugs back*
Knyt, I'll take your brand of payoff any day! Moolah is a tangible payoff.
Thanks for the great question! My payoff is knowing that I'm living my life the way I want to, against the odds. Writing is definitely a huge part of that.
ReplyDeleteThat's a good one too. :)
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